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This Is What Honesty Sounds Like

by Catholic Guilt

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1.
It's hard to make friends in your 20's It's even harder to make them in your 30's At this point, I'm really dreading the thought Of making it, to my 40's Once you've reached that point of over the hill Are you making friends Or padding out numbers for your funeral? At this stage mine's gonna be an exclusive event The grudges that you hold through your 20's Are gonna be harder to break in your 30's And I can't imagine why we'd even bother in our 40's Once a holes been that deeply dug Does it make sense just to cover it up And move on leave, regrets To gather dust? A boutique affair is what they'll call it (Is what they'll call it) A boutique affair for 'what's his name'? (For what's his name?) He threw a party back in high school (back in high school) But if I try just can't put a face to the name (didn't we) Didn't we do this all instinctively? When we were kids out on the street And we'd meet up with other kids Who shared similar interests? There were no empty words No doublespeak, No saying yes, When it's 'no' you mean, Or maybe As long as there's no one around to see. A boutique affair is what they'll call it (is what they'll call it) A boutique affair for 'what's his name'? (For what's his name?) He threw a party back in high school (back in high school) But if I try just can't put a face to the name A boutique affair is what they'll call it (is what they'll call it) A boutique affair for 'what's his name'? (For what's his name?) He threw a party back in high school (back in high school) But if I try just can't put a face to the name, or a name to the face
2.
Dawn breaks as underneath our feet The cracklin' ground Of Autumn leaves tells us Another winter's comin' round And as the last traces of light Disappear beneath the clouds You can hear the city's heartbeat As it quickens with the bounce And in the streets To the North The hipsters Are trawling alleyways Trying to find the next hip spot Before it becomes passe And in the laneways To the South The once cool Drown their sorrows away As they ponder Into their craft brew When their life Became so safe? So safe? So they sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' They sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' Driving west at night The cranes look like Aliens in formation All biding their time In single file Before they start Their invasion And with blueprints And permits in hand In the name of gentrification Under their reign We'll never own a piece of land Once they complete Their transformation And in the streets To the North The hipsters Are trawling alleyways Trying to find the next hip spot Before it becomes passe And in the laneways To the South The once cool Drown their sorrows away As they ponder Into their craft brew When their life Became so safe? So safe? So they sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' They sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' They sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' They sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' As a child in the South East I'd stop and stare At the lights In the distance They looked like a galaxy And felt as far away And in the streets To the North Hipsters, trawling alleyways Trying to find the next hip spot Before it becomes passe And in the laneways To the South The once cool Drown their sorrows away As they ponder Into their craft brews When their life Became so safe? So safe? And so we sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' We sing the song, The 'Song of the Renter' We sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' We sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' We sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' We sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' We sing, the song The 'Song of the Renter' We sing
3.
Life in Three Part Harmony Lights go down, Shadows, take the stage. The room waits... As the first notes played, Adrenaline pulsates, And a thousand strangers, Become friends, As they realise, what song it is. And I’m watching you, watching them As your face lights up, with every inflection And as you sing along to every word, Your heart beats, to their rhythm, And you’ve never looked so beautiful, Music is the dialect of your soul Spirits rise, walls fall Between young and old, Every major or minor chord played and word sung, A communal state, a temporary escape As all walks of life, become one. And looking at you, is like looking at my reflection And I’m watching you, watching them As your face lights up, with every inflection And as you sing along to every word, Your heart beats, to their rhythm, And you’ve never looked so beautiful, Music is the dialect of your soul And when I get home you’ll go to sleep in my old band T-shirt The one I bought when I was fifteen and angry at the world And I never thought I’d find someone who understood, But we’ve got these memories that say that I could, And I can’t think of anywhere else in the world I’d rather be, Than in the front row, of a sold out show, in your company, Singing back to the sounds of the songs that saved me, My life’s perfect, perfect, perfect, three part harmony And I’m watching you, watching them As your face lights up, with every inflection And as you sing along to every word, Your heart beats, to their rhythm, And you’ve never looked so beautiful, Music is the dialect of your soul x 2 And I’m watching you, watching them. (Music is the dialect of your soul) As your face lights up with every inflection (Music is the dialect of your soul) And I’m watching you, watching them.
4.
Entrusted to watch the flock You took advantage of the post Betrayed the youngest ones A real wolf in shepherds clothes Instead of guiding towards the light You used that twisted vile mind To manipulate and take You're scarring them for life. Well is it getting hot, Under that collar? Well is it getting hot? Pray tell me, father? Now that your cover's blown You've been exposed, the awful truth Acts so evil that Your own god wont help you Is it getting hot under collar? Well it's hotter where you're going So settle in, and come to grips With your uncomfortable death The snake hidden among the pews With such a savage toxic bite Size up the prey as you pontificate About the promise of the afterlife Well dear god, I hope there's a heaven So they see your wretched face As the gates slam shut Condemning you A prisoner of your own faith Well is it getting hot Under that collar? Well is it getting hot? Pray tell me, father? Now that your cover's blown You've been exposed, the awful truth Acts so evil that your Own god wont help you Is it getting hot under collar? Well it's hotter where you're going So settle in, and come to grips With your uncomfortable death For no punishment on this green earth Can make up for the harm you've done So I hope you spend your days tremblin' I can't wait to watch you burn No punishment on this green earth Can make up for the harm you've done So I hope you spend your days tremblin' I can't wait to watch you burn Now that your cover's blown You've been exposed the awful truth Acts so evil that your own god won't help you Is it getting hot under collar? Well it's hotter where you're going So settle in and come to grips With your uncomfortable... Now that your cover's blown You've been exposed, the awful truth Acts so evil that your own god won't help you Is it getting hot under collar? Well it's hotter where you're going So settle in, and come to grips With your uncomfortable death
5.
Nothing... 03:54
Walk in the room. And take my seat, Look to the left, Find nothing where your face should be. It’s been years since you left, But I can’t seem to make my mind, Comprehend, So I keep, seeking your advice And I remember that night, As lightning cracked over the sky You said don't be afraid Now you've gone, I’ve lost my place, Keep trying to put on a brave face, but my soul's lost polarity (my soul's lost polarity) Do you remember the time, we talked for hours? All about those, those years of service, You tried to deflect when a name would catch your breath, But even your sharp wit couldn’t cover up the torment I remember that night, As lightning cracked over the sky You said don't be afraid Now you've gone, I’ve lost my place Keep trying to put on a brave face, but my soul's lost polarity And no matter how I search, can’t find my sense of purpose, so tell me please, How to find my centre on earth? I remember that night, as lighting cracked over the sky You said don’t be afraid, (tell me how) x2 I remember that night, as lighting cracked over the sky You said don’t be afraid (tell me how) (Now you’ve gone I’ve lost my place, keep trying to put on a brave face, but my soul's lost polarity) x4 I remember that night, As I watched you slowly die, I said don't be afraid.

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Our vision for This Is What Honesty Sounds Like was to express these five very different human experiences of isolation, frustration, love, anger and loss, in a way that showcased the musical growth of our band, without losing any of the emotional intensity. At their core these five songs are about truth and honesty. They display who we are now as people and as musicians, while giving some clues as to who we want to be in the future.

Making this EP was both a cathartic and revelatory experience. There's some harsh truths here, but there's also a lot of hope and self-discovery. Instrumentally, thematically, personally, collectively these are the five best songs we have to offer the world. It is a very honest record. A very human one. We hope people can connect with that.

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released August 28, 2020

All songs written and performed by Catholic Guilt.

Additional instrumentation on tracks 2,3 and 4 by Jess Porter as noted on individual track credits.

All songs recorded, mixed, mastered and produced by Ash Daws and Evan Lee at The Loud Noise Estate.

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