I feel a disconnect, deep within my soul,
Because I can’t connect, with what should matter most
I feel such strange contempt, for everything I love,
Because I just can’t be content, enough is never enough.
And the dreams that I’ve always had,
Have never felt so clear, but they’ve also never felt,
As far away as they do here,
And I know I should be thankful for the blessed life I lead,
But at times I get so restless that I can barely breathe.
I feel a disconnect, deep within my soul,
Because I can’t connect, with what should matter most,
I feel such strange contempt for everything I love,
For I just can’t be content, enough is never enough
Maybe it’s my catholic guilt, or perhaps it’s anxiety,
But no matter how hard I try, I can’t just let things be
So I live my life in a constant state of half happiness,
For to me contentedness,
Seems a step away from being dead
I feel a disconnect, deep within my soul,
Because I can’t connect, with what should matter most,
I feel such strange contempt for everything I love,
For I just can’t be content, enough is never enough
I’ve always been afraid of silence, I’m not sure what that means,
Something about the nothingness, tears and scares the hell out of me
I can’t sleep without the distant hum of the cities lullaby,
Or the pound of another heartbeat resting gently by my side,
My mother said I’ve always been like this,
Since I was a newborn in a bassinet,
I don’t what that means,
All I know is that I’m afraid to find out.
I feel a disconnect, deep within my soul,
Because I can’t connect, with what should matter most,
I feel such strange contempt for everything I love,
For I just can’t be content, enough is never enough
credits
from Penitence,
track released December 19, 2016
Brenton Harris - Vocals
Bryce Novotny - Guitars/backing vocals
Ryleigh Novotny - Vocals
The Lyrics are funking awesomn. Specially when the Singer (she is like an energy ball live) is obsessing about her love and can not get over it. Identify so much. Melodic Punkrock at it's best!!!! <3 punky87
I have to pick a favorite track?! fuck that. I can relate to this entire album equally. Every song describes my life and are individually great in their own way. 20/10 for each song and the album itself. And that's not because I'm biased either. J1MB0B2401
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